Faced with the finality of the Friday before vacation. I was hit with a sort of rapid onset case of hypochondrial psychosis which not only forced me to focus on every pain twitch act involuntarily and bruise on every inch of my body but it also prompted me to tour urgent compassionate in order to get antibiotics for what I finally concluded was an oncoming external ear infection. I was so afraid of getting sick on vacation.
After a quick once-over by the care for practicioner she told me I have a zit forming in my ear and gave me a low process of antibiotic pills to take away the germies before wishing me fun in Vegas (yes - I’ve been talking non-stop about my vacation; I am too excited to shut up). Of course as soon as I heard the news I instantly felt better so I’m not going to waste the supply. I’ll just stick some oxy in there and call it good.
As I was chugging my Airborne drink in a precautionary move. I came across Nancy Grace which I recalled as one of the shows that the TV People at work told me to check. Apparently she’s supposed to be the Dr. Laura of television. Since Dr. Laura is one of my guilty pleasures. I decided to give it a shot. What I actually found was just a boring sensationalist with predictable broadcast ploys. There was one idea that came up during her show though that I’ve actually been thinking about a little bit lately: the whole concept of people saying. “He/She would
Usually this comes up from friends or family of an individual who has disappeared often a mother who has appeared to undergo abandoned her kids but is believed to have been abducted but also perhaps as a guess in a crime where no clues can be found. It makes me think about how well anyone really knows anyone else. I think if you surveyed 100 people and you asked them if they considered themselves to be crazy at least 95 of them would say yes to some degree. The other five are probably just delusional which qualifies as crazy in my mind.
People have too many layers to be predictable - you never stop growing or learning new things so you can never know how you are going to react to new situations or stimuli until they actually come about. And then - BAM - a new layer. Your family and friends know the layers that have existed and maybe some of the new ones you’ve taken on but they don’t know the ones that haven’t formed yet. So maybe the friends/family could say. “Oh… Bridget would never in a million years to that,” if they monitored her life 24/7 but there’s all kinds of crazy stuff out there (correlative to all the crazy people) and so you just never know what’s going to happen next.
It happens the other way too. I’m sure you know guys & gals that you would never describe as a “kid person,” but I bet you’ve also seen at least one of those people do a 180 when the baby situation actually comes to be. People lie to themselves and eachother and many are very convincing. But I think many lies are based on speculation rather than deception - like what a lie is going to do rather than what the message actually is. If lying to yourself or others brings you alleviate it may just be a default stance until you’re faced with the truth and you undergo to make a move.
If we are all surrounded by lies that would help to make sense of why really nothing seems to make sense. But then again what do I know - except what I’m feeding myself?
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